Grant and I made this decision after I would continuously research courses decide that was my destiny, talk about it for weeks and then fail to ever go through with it. So when I read about this course I just did it. And then came the doubts, how could we afford it? How could I work, take care of Myles and the house? Am I smart enough? But luckily Grant slapped me out of it. ( I mean snapped ;) lol ) He has been motivating me this whole time and helping me be ambitious and think about our future and how wonderful it is that I am doing this for myself and for Myles. Some days I still question whether I made the right decision. I still question whether Ive gotten myself in too deep. But you know what Im just going to have to persevere and put my head down and ass up and get it done, because only I can get me to my future!
Is there something that you finally achieved even though you thought you never would or could? If you could leave me some of your stories of achievement to help me stay motivated and conquer my goals
~ you are your future ~
Oh sarah, I know how you feel about this. Felt the same way when I started studying (had to move during as well...I feel your pain!). But that feeling of completing your first year is overwhelming and from then on the time just flies! You will feel so proud and realise it wasn't that bad all along. I keep the mentality with assignments to "just give them something", it doesn't have to be amazing, just have something on paper that resembles the assignment. Once your calmed down you end up doing your best anyway.
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